Here, I have some words for you...

Stumbled across this when I was cleaning my room… reminds me of how lost I was… am.

Here’s to College:

Here’s to shitty coffee and hazy nights. To cheap mac and cheese and dirty dishes.

Here’s to months of Winter and blistering nights. To the squirmy fucks who get under your skin, and the one’s who live under the kitchen sink. 

To shit T.V. and long showers.

Here’s to squeaky mattresses, and here’s to all of the cool shit you just can’t ever have.

Here’s to jealousy and being pissed at the door knob. When spare change can’t be guilted from anyone, but a gulp of low end tequila is worth the $13 dollar price tag.

Here’s to falling in love, to art, and burying your head in the sand. Here’s to wasting your money and to spending it, and here’s to never having enough of it ever.

To three dollar subways to catch the next show, or to free rides that cost you 50. To friendly dogs and snooty fucking bitches. 

Here’s to the watery eyes and to Vicodin, on those incredibly dim nights, just for an excuse to see the lights that flash by. Here’s to talking shit behind everyone’s back, and here’s to saying it to your face.

Here’s to saying it to my face.

Here’s to feeling like you’re still in high school and here’s to seeing how far you’ve come. 

I’ve never felt so alone…